Siying;s

2010-11-27T03:14:00.000-08:00

2010-11-26T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hypocrites ;

I'm a hypocrite , but who's not ? Never trust anyone but trust yourself only :D Laugh , who's there when you need someone ? This world is so realistic ; I've learn my lesson :) You can't take things for granted ; In the end you will just regret your decision ; This is life ; No one owes anyone a living ; This is my life ; I judge my life and not anyone ; Don't try changing me ; I live for myself not for anyone of you ; I laugh when i feel like laughing ; Because of anyone of you i have to change myself just to make your happier ? Sorry then , i'm not that friend you're finding ; I just want to be who I am , and thats it . No one is perfect ; Laugh , typing all this make me realise how dumb i was ; Laugh for no reason just trying to make others laugh (?) I won't be that dumb anymore ;

2010-11-26T07:05:00.000-08:00

Everything falls on 2nd December :/

Decide to go for CCA bbq and not Malaysia / Class chalet :/

Awesome , i've survived ! Not too bad :D

2010-11-23T20:16:00.000-08:00

Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred ;

I'm super tired :/ Whole body aching ._. No plans for this week :\ Next week also no plans ;

2010-11-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

I enjoy blogging nowadays ! :D

Training sucks like hell -.- Should be from 8am-11am ; yet everytime it is 8am-11.30am++ -.- This year wear red jersey -.- Number 8. again :/ ! Went Punggol CC today ! :D Awesome !! I hate playing basketball with Fabian -.- He keep making people laugh ._. Edmund did a half-court throw / shoot ; AWESOME muchmuch ! Laugh , first time leg cramp until so pain D: & it's not only one leg ._. it's both leg ; & it happen thrice :@ ! Edmund worst then me ;/ Play basketball until 7++ AWESOME ! :D Anyone wan go Sentosa ? :D & i'm sorry son :(

2010-11-19T19:10:00.001-08:00

Wheee , after going to F.E.P , my thinking changed :D !

I'll be a better / good girl next year :) 3E5'11 love me okay ?! :D

I want 2nd & 3rd piercing next year & i'll stop :D !

Decided not to cut my hair short already , i want my hair to grow longer ! :D

2010-11-19T05:09:00.000-08:00

This month sucks :/ Awesome month -.- Bang the glass door twice , Birthday was alright except for COTTON-ON part ; Damn those Sec1's :@ I've NEVER been so PAISEH LAA ;/ 3 days ago i just bang the glass door & now i feel so dumb that i actually did that ; I scream and everyone in the shop look at me -.- Yesterday , the same thing happen -.- Oh , fml , i become sucha a slow-poke now -.- ! Yeah , 3 days ago , too much thing happen already ;/ I swear that i won't go that shop again -.- ! :<

2010-11-15T02:40:00.000-08:00

Shrucks ! ;/

Holiday sucks ;/ Rot at home only ! Hahs , suddenly remember what happen on my birthday at amk ! i've never been so paiseh before ; Next year , mum's only allow me use com until 8pm ;/ grr ;/ i'm rotting ;\

2010-11-09T19:01:00.001-08:00

2010-11-09T16:26:00.000-08:00

Should i appeal to E4 because of A-maths ? Or should i remain in E5 because of POA ?

I love poa , a-maths :X I love geog , lit :X Or should i appeal for a change in lit to geog ? :O

Eew , E4 got lit + A-maths ! Nevermind , i shall look forward to 3E5'11 ; It gonna be sooooooooooo 'interesting '!!! Hahs , i wonder how am i going to survive with that 'human' in my class -.-

Great , MYE totally pull all my results down ;

every reason has a meaning , every meaning have a story , every story have characters ; But in this story , i'm the only character ; I'm the creator of this story ; Unfortunately , i'm wrote my story with a pen ; There's no turning back for every decision i make ;

2010-11-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

I got into 3E5 ; I've no one to blame for getting this kind of results ; I just have to work hard next 2 years :) !

Should i be happy ? D:

2010-11-06T20:21:00.001-07:00

WHEEEEEEE ! I'm 14 :) !

Yesterday was totally AWESOME ! i wan my bear still :) ! Thanks for the superduper chio shoes yeah ?:) Wheeeee , all of us are WET yesterday (Y) ! Actually didn't want to play in the water , yet i play in the end :X 14 already still soooooo childish :P ! Went amk after that :)Yeah , trust me , i xiasuey myself ! -.- ! FML , i;ve never been so ps before -.- Eunice , vivian , edmund , fabian , weiting should know what happen right ! :X I won't be that playful and childish anymore ! .......

Have dinner with Vivian , Eunice , Weiting ! :)

Wheeeeeeeeeeee , i'm mad hyper yesterday ! :) I took photo's with all of them except ivan ! :{ grrrr , nevermind , next time :) !

it's time to let go as nothing possible will come out of impossible things ;

2010-11-05T04:50:00.001-07:00

Today sucks ;

Few more hours , but im not looking forward to it anymore ; Hahs , im being so naive ; Nevermind ;

2010-11-03T19:19:00.000-07:00

Okayy , blogger is getting boring ;O Wheeeeeeeeeeeee , i'm super high now ! :) Everytime without fail ; I'm sick & tired of those things already ; Okay , i guess i stop blogging from now on :) Byeee !

2010-11-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously tired ;

Basketball , JKHT seriously kills -.- Have to wake up sooooo early -.-

Wheeeeee , i'm looking so forward to this month & December ! Hohoho , mum's gonna be mad at me i guess :X I've been going out almost everyday ! Somehow , i'm looking forward to my birthday ! :) Wheeeeeeeee ! I'm super high + MAD ! I'm meeting up with so many people this 2 months ! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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2010-11-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

Shuttle Run KILLS !

Meet Eunice , KaiWen , Weiting at Cp ;Went KFC & Weiting super cute (Y) She bought an apple along with her to eat ! Went Action City , Kiddy Palace , Arcade ; LAUGH-OUT-LOUD , wear jersey that person also want gan us ! Obviously I REASON with her :) ! Me and kaiwen manage to break the highest record (Y)(Y)(Y) !Went School ! :) Play 2v2 ; Kaiwen , Me VS Weiting & Eunice ! Laterlater junior's wanted 4v4 :O

Hahs , coach came and say " Today gonna prepare your for tournament already " Every week add 2 rounds (N) So by December , we're gonna run 18 ROUNDS ?! :@ fml like seriously , my ankle hurts soooooo much already still wan us run the stupid shuttle run ; Ran 3 rounds then 5 laps of shuttle run ; IT KILLS ; (Y) LUCKYYYYY , saturday nooooo training (Y) ! Coach super kiasu , he rather give us a day break and not present as SATURDAY is me & li-er birthday :)!

Training was fun ! :) Coach did 20 push-up , and he actually let the girls to hit him today :O ! Went void deck to slack with KaiWen , Eunice , Weiting & Sec1's ! :):):) ! Superrrrrrr funnnnn ! :) Except for that cat that appear OUT OF A SUDDEN ! && i seriously hate In_ _ _ _'s -.- !I'm not being racist ; I nearly got bang by ONE car & the DRIVER didn't even bother to BEEP me -.- ! & when Eunice alert me , i walk to one side , he laugh at me -.- What kind of driver is this _l_ !

2010-11-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid ;

Hey :)! Today sucks ;/ Rot at homeeeee :( Wanted to buy the ' bear , apple , heart ' puzzle , yet all sold out already ; Completed the apple puzzle ! :)

Tuesday :Training ;

Wednesday : JKHT;

Thursday : Basketball ? :O

Friday : Training ;

Saturday: It's my birthdayyyy ! :)
Sunday : (?)

Monday : JKHT;

Tuesday:Training

Wednesday : (?)

Thursday:Training ;

Friday : Class Outing (Y)

Saturday:(?)

Sunday:(?)

Holiday doesn't seem's like HOLIDAY !

2010-10-31T11:31:00.001-07:00

Puzzle pieces ;

November's here , and im no longer looking forward to November anymore ; I'm getting bored :O ! 2 months of holidays kills ; I'm rotting ; Grrr , i can't fall asleep ! :( It's 2.39am :@ ! Insomnia ? I wonder how am i going to go through this 2 month ; Follow by 2011 ;

2010-10-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't a great day ; Halloween do sucks ;

Grrr , Eunice , Weiting , Edmund & me got scam by FABIAN :@ ! Though have a bit of arguements but still it's okay ; & i can't believe i actually did something like that :/ ! I've never done this in my entire life ; But still it's quite funny (Y) ; I'm not looking forward to my birthday , cause it seriously sucks ._. ;

2010-10-30T17:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday wasn't fun at all (N)

Happy Halloween ! :) Gonna have fun with other's later on :) !

Love is sooooo ironic , it can be the most precious thing , it also can be the thorn of your life ;

I want to watch 'Eat Pray Love ' , 'I give my first love to you' , ' The incite mill' ! I give my first love seems sooooo touching ! Eat Pray Love is a true story :O ! The incite mill is like super cool !

2010-10-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

Reflection for October2010 ;

I realised i'm seriously childish , immature ; This two years , i wasted too much time ; Quarrels , chasing , basketball ; Idw mum to come for PTM again ; I'm not going to let anything affect my studies ; This includes friendship problems , love , computer , basketball Let natural take it courses :> I'm not gonna be so petty next year :X ! I'm going to study hard for next year , idw history to repeat itself again ; ~~Last minute study , few days before exams have to stay back in school / go library study everyday ;~~

2010-10-29T01:40:00.001-07:00

Blogger seriously sucks ;/

Don't allow me change URL ;

JKHT is superrrr tiring , superrrr boring ;o

okay , i've choosen lit , poa , combine'physics+chem' ;

I'm gonna work hard next year already , no more PTM !

Holiday , suppose to enjoy it , yet LMS got homework , CCA continues ;

Shall enjoy November ;]

Shall go different places in Singapore during this holiday ;]

& school seriously sucks ;

We're the first and also last batch of basketball girls -.- ;

Sec1's have to find another cca -.- Wth ; NO juniors , NO C-girls ;

BLOGGER seriously SUCKS big TIME !!!!

2010-10-24T02:01:00.000-07:00

Blogger sucks :/

2010-10-16T03:40:00.000-07:00

You sucks you sucks you sucks ;

Everyone change ; The world is scary ;

Don't give me allowance , i don't eat lorh -.- $20 a month for transportation jiu $20 ; -.- no money , i walk home laa -.- Want fucking pick on me , fine -.- Don't allow me go out(?) i will still go out :> ; I'm not going to cry like how i cry today AGAIN ; Don't even fucking trust me ; I study , you also don't believe give me those LONGLONG time examples _l_ ; Ask me go die ? i will one day when you drive me isane ; Hope that you remember whatever i shouted in your face just now :)

2010-10-15T09:09:00.001-07:00

Lyrics on the side:

Verse One
Here in this box contains the letters that you gave me
today would mark our breakup anniversary
throw in the promise ring pictures of you and me
I let go, let go
I'll keep it locked in the last drawer of my dresser
hide it from myself and cover it with your sweater
since she's what you want
she'll see you'll just do the same thing on that note

Chorus
Boy you just another tearjerker
I swear it your something like a sad slow record
playin but i'm not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjerker
I won't fall for you again tearjerker
you'll get yours but i'm not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjerker

Verse Two
Left me in shock when I saw you two together
it's piercing my heart and to you it doesn't matter
who knows how long you been seeing her without mentioning
Imposterrrr, guess it's best that I dropped ya
your major lies covered up the real
you were a perfect disguise
better now I found out then let time go
by didn't think we would find would be make believe

Chorus
Boy you just another tearjerker
I swear it your something like a sad slow record
playin but im not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjerker
I won't fall for you again tearjerker
you'll get yours but i'm not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjerker

Bridge
Not even gonna curse ya i been through even worser
ill make it alone moving forward with my life
your not worth getting worked up and there's no use in tryna get back to the basics
you've lost all of my trust
guess I wasn't good enough
i'm not tryna change you up
I get the picture
you'll always be Mr. Tearjerker

Chorus
I swear it your something like a sad slow record
playin but i'm not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjerker
I won't fall for you again tearjerker
you'll get yours but i'm not gonna cry forever
your not gonna matter after this song is done
your gonna regret this tearjeker

Outro
Here in this box contains the letters that you gave me
today would mark our breakup anniversary
throw in the promise ring pictures of you and me I let go.

2010-10-15T06:24:00.001-07:00

If I was given a choice ;

(Y) Exam finally over :) Let me just spend Saturday , Sunday , Monday happily ; Tuesday - Friday gonna get back all our paper already :( Sort thing's out already ; I've no one to blame but myself :<

Somehow , Maybe , Perhaps , If , So , How , What , Who , Why , When , Where , Possibility ;

Shall go cycling on monday ;) ! God , let me spend this 3 day happily alright ? I don't mind NA anymore ; :> 1 year for an exchange for a 3 day laugh , fun , joy , smile :)

2010-10-09T05:31:00.001-07:00

This song is niceeeee :) !

Study with Sophanic , Kengying todayy :) Understood pyramids already (Y) ! Thank's sophanic :) ! I kept on playing with her Ipad :) funfunfun ! Later Vivian , Weiting , Melvin reach ; Revise on science :) ! I'm a slow learner :@ !

2010-10-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyy :) I'm back to blogging ;

Firstly
I realised 'SOMEONE' have been to my blog almost everyday , just to check if i wrote anything about "him/her " I'm sorry to disappoint you , i won't ; Im not gonna waste my time , scolding you , blogging STUFFS that are related to you :) Neither will i swear / curse you :) I'm not like you , immature kid with immature thinking :) I'm gonna prove you wrong (Y) !

Secondly
3 more days to MATHS & GEOG paper :O ! I'm gonna work super hard , & PROVE YOU WRONG :) ! Last 1 week and everything be over :) Jiayyouuus Siying :)

Thirdly
There's never ending case in 2E4 (Y) ; One after another one ; Awesome class ;

Fourth
Thanks Sophanic for all her notes , & thanks Sister :) !

Byeeeeeee :)

Love Lie's ;

2010-10-01T03:03:00.000-07:00

Instead of studying , i spend 1 hour plus to edit this skin :@ ! Finally ! ;> K , bye :)

2010-09-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

Grrr , i got so pissed off today morning ;

I went in the lift ; Inside got one guy ; So fat , stand at the door there , dont know how move backk -.- Then i try go in , bag bang until him , stare at me , kns ; Lift reach first floor , he swipe his clothes VERY LOUD , go out lift shout , 'bu shuang bu yao jin lai la , ccb ' *not happy dont come in laa , ccb* i was like " wtf , what's ur fuckign problem , so fat don't know how let people meh ? so old already , bully one teenage who is around half of your age ; No wonder see u always alone only ; Sucker ;

2010-09-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

Everything gonna change as time pass ;

Im gonna be a good girl & start studying (Y) !

i wanna remain in express & not NA ;

Siying , jiayous :) !

You can do it ! :)

Love at first sight / Fate ;

i choose love at first sight ; Fate alway's playing a trick on me ; No more problem , believe me , it becomes a secret now ; I wont , at most it won't be to that extent ; ;) I understand how much 1 person change you , and how you change others ; k , im done crapping ;

2010-09-24T03:22:00.001-07:00

Fuck you upside down _l_ !

Ya , so what ? You're not me , you dont know how i feel , & you shout so loud ; Whatthefuck have i done wrong to you ; Nb , i didnt even SCOLD you or what ; Because of you whole world know ; & you knew that im already crying yet you still want to make the whole world know ; ccb , if one day this happen to you , I will BE SHOUTING , CLAPPING , LAUGHING ; Like how you did ; Fuck , don't you even know how to act pretence ? Is it that fun for you to shout not ? kp , what's the fucking problem with you ; Step one only ; Might as well say you just against a FEW of us ; So meaning , the whole world do something wrong except for you ?! You can , i can't ; What logic is this ? I won't forget WHAT YOU Say TODAY! The pain that inflicted on me ;

FUCK YOU , FUCKER ;

2010-09-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

idunknow what im gonna post ; but i just feel like C-R-A-P-I-N-G at my blog :)

Ohya , 2E4 won first place for inter-class competition (Y) ! Secondly - 8 more days + 4 more days = 12 more days ; :( Thirdly - I pass my SCIENCE :) (Y) ! Fourthly - My head have a bigbig bum thanks to xingwei -.- ! Fifth - I private my plurk , add me in friends to view my plurk ;) ! Bye ;

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2010-09-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

Hohoho , i guess many of you are feeling like this lyric's right ?

& i seriously find myself dumb -.- Wasting my time , 3 floor & yet .... ;

Hahs , i find myself stupid ; I know im gonna get your replies in a boring tone , yet i still msg you ; I guess it's that difficult for you to msg me ; I find myself stupid for msging someone who doesn't even give a damn ; I guess i know what you wanted ; I don;t see any point to msg you when ur replies and like nothing ; I've been wondering , who , what , how , why ; But seem's like i found all the answer from you already ; I can't msg you like how i used to already , i find it real real difficult , not to mention communication ;

Lastly ; Im gonna stop blogging except for private blogs ;

2010-09-17T19:28:00.000-07:00

16/09/10 :

Have match against SengKang ; Super Awesome ! though lost , 18:40 , but it's a good experience :) Thanks HeRong for helping me to carry books + shoesbag :) !

17/09/10

Mooncake festival :) the talk was boring , but quite interesting ; Went 4th floor to find Eunice & co's ; Shiok max , totally black ! Went around , lied down on the basketball court (Y) ! Then i think of alotalotalot things ; Then take lantern :) & i totally went mad , putting SMILEY sticker on everyone face :) ! Have one round of walk around the first floor library corner ; Not scary though ; Manage to scare Eunice & Weiting (Y) ! Went koufu after that with Eunice , Kaiwen , Weiting , Fabian , HeRong , Edmund , Ivan , JunHao ; On the way , Kaiwen & I sing like we never sing before :) ! Slack at Compass height's outside ; :) Awesomeeeee day ! :)

2010-09-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday training ; - Went compass after that ; Thanks Fabian for listening to my blahblahblah ;

Today went home directly after school ;

Tomorrow Match against SengKang , Goodluck !

2010-09-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

Why ?

Hahs , i done my homework yesterday but it seems like i done nothing ; Pizza hut with Vivian , Weiting , Kenghak , Harry , GaoJing ; Went home after that ; & finally i understand ;

2010-09-11T08:14:00.000-07:00

Life's should be lonely ; Friends ? Different friends for different chapter of your life ; Kindergarden , Primary school , Secondary School , ITE / Poly / JC , University , Interviews for jobs ; Hahs , but still everything u have to face alone ;

Hahs , im talking craps ;) Im seriously angry with one drama ending -.- That girl like this guy , and this guy like this girl , but because of her brother , she married the guy she once like tgt for more then 5 years ; then the guy who she like love her alot , even though they been tgt for around less then 1 month ; In the end she's with the guy she dun love , and gave up on the guy she love -.- Craps !

2010-09-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

Grrrr , it felt like a long sweet dream :) !

Kampong Lorong Buangkok , Seletar Camp , Jalan Kayu , Casey house ; I hated casey house , and i hated kevin ! grrrrrrrr !

2010-09-07T22:55:00.000-07:00

No point holding on to things which does not belongs to you ; Learn to let go ; But sometimes , holding on too tight make it difficult to let go ; Telling yourself that that he found his the other half , he found someone , doesnt make things better ; But still , im telling myself , You found someone you love ;

Hey :)

Have Jalan Kayu Heritage Trail ; Meet Alicia , Steffi , Kimberely at LRT @ 7.30 ;) Reached school around 7.40 ++ ! & slack until 8.30 :> Went computer lab ; Research until 12pm ; Walk in the rain :@ ! At sarah house now :) !

77 & im counting on ;

Story shared from someone ;

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company..."You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore. He had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious paper cranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

Love is not everything is about giving , sharing ,caring ; Able to give up love for the other partner because of some reason , trying not to be selfish ; that's only what a normal person wanted ; That's true love ;

2010-09-07T04:13:00.001-07:00

Time's flew :) He found someone , EOY reaching soon ;

Heyhey :) !

Went Nan-Chiau today ; Grrr , In the end Mr.Chan told us C-girls wont be playing , cause their coach say dunwan :@ ! Both boy's team lost ; & something funny happen there :) Play 5v5 , & its veryveryvery fun (Y) ! Hahs , Then went KFC with Kaiwen , Eunice , Weiting , Ziyi , Vincent ; & i got electric shock :) ! Thanks to the escalator :@ ! Later Sec1's also came KFC , so after eating , we went arcade to play ; Hahs , my dear son "Fabian" treated me games at Arcade :) ! One round motorcycle , ice-hockey , throw-ball thingyy ; & I'm sorry Kaiwen :< ! Play true-or-dare ! Fabian dare damn funny ! We Went timezone , then fabian take out all 10cents , which add up to 1 dollar ; Then he tell auntie " Im sorry , i dun have timezone card , i only have Kopitiam card ; "

Okay , shall stop here ; No point posting anymore , since blogging doesnt mean too much ;

Thanks Eunice , Fabian , Edmund , Ivan for teaching me how to fold straw hearts :) ! grrr , i nearly gave up :<

& i really wish that the person who message me today to wish good luck for match was you , not him ; Hahs , but im not putting too much hope ; Cause i expected it ;

2010-09-06T02:49:00.000-07:00

Leaving is the best way to escape from awkward scene ;

Play basketball with Kaiwen,Weiting,Kengying,kaycee,Kenghak,Clarence,Kevin ,Xingwei; Play alot of match today; But not as fun as yesterday ; Because kenghak keep scoring :@ ! Play a-b-c :) I WON!! Muhhahahahha ! & i score one 3-pointer (Y) *clapclapclapclap* Hohoho , have talks with kengying ; & i realised i drift alot with other friends also :<

Tomorrow match against Nan-chiau , perhaps have slight chance of wining ; & if lose only lose by few points ; Jiayous Peihwa ; ;)

I'm not gonna hold on to things that doesnt belong's to me anymore , no matter how much i wan it , it still wont belongs to me ; Hahs , the world change so much ;

2010-09-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

Seem's like you're happier ; Perhaps , if this choice was make earlier , i wont be so miserable ;

Im bored :O

Nowadays , playing basketball often (Y) :) & seriously , FML -.-

2010-09-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

First - I'm Sorry , Retard D:

Second - Hey you , i hate you ;)

Third - I just love those people who play basketball today :) !

Went Buangkok there play basketball :) With Kenghak , Nicklaus , Elcia , ShaoRong , Kevin :) Hohoho , damn fun ; && i scored one 3-point (Y) because the ball is super duper light ; Hahs , have fun today :) Thanks peeps <3

I believe , as time goes by , feeling's will slowly fade ; Perhaps , this decision , no , this thing is better ; no more quarrels from 2 days 4 hours ago to forever ;) Bye , my friend ; I'm Sorry ;

2010-09-03T04:31:00.001-07:00

I know , but i dont , cause thats what i wanted afterall ;

030910 ;

Hehehe ! A mad day for me ;) First , started with H.E , bake pandan cake ; Kenghak's is a real chef(Y) ! && it taste out quite sweet ; I love feeding people ;> ! Maths : Mrs.Chong last day already D: ! No one's gonna teach me maths anymore ): ! Cannot talk bad about teachers , crap with her anymore D:!After school , Went koufu with , Vivian , SweeJian , Nicklaus , Harry , Kevin ; Was late for cca :X ! Started playing on 5v5 ;> && at least i improved ; HEHEHEHHE! I REJECT SOMEONE BALL (Y)(Y)(Y)

Then , i fell down and my leg turn wobbly(Y) :< & i went mad after that ! Laughing for no reason , went mac after that with Eunice, KaiWen , Weiting ; Slack , Chat ;) & thanks ;)

010910;

Went Clarky with Weiting , Nicklaus , Harry , Kevin , Kenghak , Nicxon , Clarence ; Went there to buy sticky , but most of the sticky's sold out :@ ! Got one blueberry one , not that nice ; Went Vivocity , & they started playing Wangan's again ; Got bored so took some picture ; Went hougang mall after that ; Awesome day ;> Pictures uploaded on facebook by weiting too ;

Whatever it is , i wont , neither will i ;)

2010-09-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

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i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)i hate you :)

Love can be found in hatred (Y)

2010-09-01T06:00:00.001-07:00

I rather believe the lies then the truth , cause the truth hurts ;

2010-08-31T18:37:00.000-07:00

Not afraid to say out , but afraid of the response ;

2010-08-31T06:48:00.000-07:00

My Conclusion ;

& perhaps , its meant to be like that ;

2010-08-31T01:06:00.001-07:00

Maybe , letting go is a form of happiness ;

Lesson was alright , but it just sucks ttm ; Went compass , eat at Kfc , Slack at 7-11 there with Vivian , Weiting , Diana ;

Promises always meant to be broken ; Promise are just lies ;

2010-08-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

I didnt know why , but im not gonna ; Whatever shit , im just gonna be myself , no more means no more ;)

(Y) ! It's monday thus meeting co's at koufu ; Went school with weiting first because i realised , guys seriously childish ; Only game's can get them addicted , never spare a thought's for girls who are NOT INTERESTED !! Like usual , everyone gather around Nicxon seat ; && i got hyper after eating Sticky :) ! Got back geography & science :) ! YAYYYY , i pass my geography , failed my science :< ! Seriously , unexpected that i got this kind of score for geography ;) Don't Want elaborate on other lesson -.-

Cab to Chomp-Chomp ;) 6 people cab , & the cab look veryververy biggg :> Went eat then play the arcade ; Hahahahahs ! the guy's felt cheated :) It's not even Wangan (Y) , its initial D , & the 20cent method does not really work on other machine ; Got real bored there , seeing them wasting their money , wasting their time :@ So wanted to take 74 and home :) But saw swingggg ! Play like mad :>:> ! Then the rest manage to reach the park because they're SMART ; Hahahahs , argue with angmoh kids ; The yellow shirt one very guailan :

Angmoh : I saw your friend going in the construction site , turning the swing around , i call the police !

Me : Call lorh , want me help not ? How many car you need , 1/2/3/4/5/6 ?! You want call how many i help you extra 1 more :> !

Teckming & the yellow kid brother kick each other ....... :X ! Bus 74 to hougang mall :> ! Fuck xingwei laa , play music so loud for what ; 72 with kenghak ; Funny like hell , he's shoes , bag , pants kenna mud :> !

Im not , Im not ; Let's wait & see , wherther if it's true ;

2010-08-28T21:58:00.001-07:00

I'm confused ;

2010-08-28T04:31:00.001-07:00

Im still hestitating ; Should i or should i not ? Once i make that decision , it means ____ ____ ; I need that courage ; Fear engulf me when i wanted to make that decision ; Why is it that difficult ? D:

2010-08-27T03:19:00.001-07:00

Will i regret my decision ?

Firstly - Happy Birthday Zoxanne !

(Y) First period rocks my day already :) ! I pass my H.E Class test (Y) ! 18half/25 ;) butbutbut failed my H.E Common test ; 10/30 ! Secondly , I pass my maths (: 16/25 ; I didnt expect myself to get few marks for question 4&5 ; There's still Science , English , Chinese , Geography and History ; I seriously have no hope for all this subjects , cause Geography and History , I got both of the concept wrongly ; Chinese was toooo chim ! English summary 152 words ; Science sure fail !

After school , stay in class ; Totally mad awesome ! :) Hahahahs ; Huimin , Chuting was dancing (Y) , Richelle , Xingwei , Kevin & Me playing song ; Weiting teaching lit :) ! Laughing like hell when Xingwei play one voice clip ! Went training :) ! Finally , lay-up goal in already :) ! I shall treat this as a motivation (Y) ! Im gonna plan a timetable already !!

After training , Cab to Hougang Sec with Ziyi, Weiting Eunice ; Manage to saw the 4th quarter :) ! Pei Ziyi & Weiting to bus-stop ; Went home :) ! I realised , if two person walk home , the journey wont be like so fucking long , but if you walk with someone , the journey is like soooo short !

What is the meaning of it ? It's too complicated already ; Im still 13 D:

2010-08-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

Between facing it / Running away from it ,
I choose to run away ;
I dontwant to face everything (:

2010-08-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

Persistent is what i need now ;

it's a torture ;

Chinese test sucks ; But lucky thanks to those people yesterday who tell me about failure thingyy , i just wrote it there :) ! Thanks guys ! Got a shock only 1 guy failed maths :O Why wasn't i in there /?

i guess he found someone already (:

2010-08-25T04:00:00.001-07:00

Oh , screwed me !

What's the point of waking up early to just study ?! Fail means fail , pass means pass ; It depends on how much effort you put in , last minute does not help ; this 2 days, have been waking up at 5 am ._. ; I'm real tired , especially , having sleeping problems at night ; Maths&Science , 30% i think i'll pass ; Soccer Mania was not fun at all ._. Went back class , miss seet told us some lectures ; Yeah , i know miss seet was trying to say me ; 3n4 ! Hahahahahs , especially what she say to me ; Nearly broke down infront of few people :< After , i get back my phone , i'll not be that active anymore ; I've to study hard already , if not i will regret one day ; Other problems , friendship problem especially , im also not gonna care anymore ;

Went play bball at skcc , & i got hit by ball ; -.-" thanks to Mr.Phang ! Hahahahs , 'Awesome' Day i have ; Im failed as a friend , basketballer , student ;
Friend - Quarrels always start because of ME;
Basketball - Lay-up , shooting dont even score now ;
Student - Poor academic , defiant girl ;

18MOREDAYS!!

2010-08-24T03:59:00.000-07:00

You say i dont , but i do ;

Im not gonna study for the rest of my test ; Failfail already ; Normal then normal ; History , Geog ?! Hahs , craps , prepared to fail ; Science , Maths ?! Bullshit , prepare to fail also ;Let's celebrate that im dropping to Normal :) !
Bus home with Fabian (:

2010-08-23T03:53:00.000-07:00

23/08/10
School was boring ; Im gonna elaborate on recess time ;! I didnt do my english homework , cause yesterday i'm online the whole day so i didnt do my homework :X ,thus i copy during recess :X ! Jeffrey was drinking water , then suddenly it spilled ; && it spilled on my paper + VIVIAN'S paper ._. ! Then i got mad and scolded crazy " OEI ! WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT , MY MOOD TODAY ALREADY NOT GOOD , WHAT MORE YOU WANT ! SPILL DRINKS ON MY PAPER , AND THEN , COME TALK TO ME ! WTF YOU WAN ! " Im super vulgar today :X ; Yay , thanks to someone i didnt cry :) ! Aweeeesomeee :)

Class was bored :O ! Decide to change place with nicklaus as i wanted to talk with era about something , butbutbut , failed to D: ! & perhaps , its better for things to remain like that ;

Science was superduperuberwuber ultra funny ;)

After school , went burger king with Vivian , WeiTing , GaoJing ; Went popular , have a chit-chat with weiting ;) God , why are you playing a trick on me everytime ?! Knowing something at the wrong time ; D: ! Went down to B1 again , saw xingwei && he scolded me :@ ! So i took his bag , run and run and run :> ! Later , i return him his bag , and ask him to lend my his phone to call my phone ; Then after i use finish , he ask me where's he's bag ; I told him i return , then he told me he never take his bag ; Then i help him find like a fool ._. ! Teckming pass back to him :@ ! So i scolded him again :P ! Then he run away , & i walk away with his phone ! Funniest part ; !!!!!

I took Xingwei phone , Go 1st floor ; I ask him come up 1st floor , while i go to B1 , later i ask him come B1 and i go up 1st floor ; This process keep repeating for around 5 minutes :P ! Then he become smart , so i went up to second floor , then he went up to 2nd floor too , lucky WenPeng stop him :P ! Then i went back to 1st floor (Y)(Y)(Y) ! Then Saw Vivian & GaoJing , So return Xingwei his phone 'I'm sooooo kind ' ; Went skcc to study with weiting :) ! Until 5.40++ , went photoscape something , then pass-by TZ , & i saw kenghak :) ! He's afraid to talk to me now D: ! Cause he scared he say something wrong once again :P !

(Y) today was an awesome day :)

Fate is playing a trick on me , appearing when it shouldnt , disappearing when it shouldnt ;

2010-08-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

True love never has an ending ;
True love never has an ending , but , does true love even exist ? ;

You say it's sweet , I say it's bitter ;
You say it's forever , I say "There's no word such as tomorrow "
You say it last , I say " Last is not in the dictionary "
You say it's fun , I say its hurtful ;
You say it's love , i say it's lies ;

What if i'm left with 1 day , 24 hours/ 1440minutes / 84000 Seconds ?! What will be the first thing i'll be doing ;

1- Rotting at home ?!
2-Have my last 24 hours at a party ?!
3-Spend my last 24hours with my friends/family ?!
4-Writing a dedication for everyone in your life ?!
5-Crying because there's no tomorrow ;

i've been thinking , life is that short ; Everyone will experience death one day , take it naturally ; What be the first thing i do ? I want to go to the beach , to see the sun for the last time ; The sunset , Sunrise ; Reflecting on my past ; & remembering all the past memories i shared with my awesome friend ! (Y) Awesome !

I swear and promised you , i would never ever lied to you ever again , but again and again , i break my promise , for an exchange for your smile ;

2010-08-20T04:45:00.000-07:00

Once lost , Forever gone ; Forever only lasted in pain , and not in love ; Tell me what;s forever ;!

19/08/10
HBL sucks ttm ! Waste my time ! More homework then normal ! Somemore , Chinese is like testing patience; ! while doing have to listen for the ans !

20/08/10;
23 more days ; & my phone is back :)
Today was a so-so day ; I swear , 156 is fuckingg long ! 3 '88' , 2 '43' pass then 156 came; Waste my time ! Then socks all soak ! Sucks ttm , cause have to wear whole day ! ._. Cook wanton for H.E :) ! Quite salty :X ! Day ended at the computer lab ; Lucky to be first few to finish , cause miss seet got real angry with someone , spamming the printer ; Whole class got delayed ! Left the lab , went find Miss.Kamala for Ezlink card ; Training started ; Got crazy when coach say " Run double of last week " So ran 16 rounds ; Felt like vomitting , fainting ; It just sucks ttm ; Later worst , have to do ' 20 push-up , 20 sit-up , 15 push-up , 15 sit-up , 10push-up , 10 sit-up , 5 push-up , 5 sit-up' = 50 sit-up + 50 push-up ! Then later have the rag-and-bone *if not wrong * game ; If the number being called , lose ; everyone in that group do 5 push-up ! Sososo , we did 43 push-up continuously ; Later , have another activity ; Did around 10-20 ++ push-up again ; SUCKS TTM ! Then have the hand activity ; Very.v.v tired ! 5v5 , lay-up ; Compass with weiting ; Arcade to return teckming's his earpiece ; & walked around ! I found out superduper nice+cheap ice-cream :) ! (Y) ! I end my post with :
What's warm me , was also what hurt me ;

2010-08-17T04:43:00.000-07:00

17/08/10

You taught me to be like that ; Im just learning what you do to me ;

Have History Test Today , It was Awesome , (: Im not sure if i mixed up the sources , but at least i write according to the survival guide ! Im falling in love with history ! (:

Went Recess With Era Again (: Talk about the problem's ;YiLin & Me WAS VERY KPO !:X:X shall not elaborate on this part ; (:

SST , have h.e CT , some classes were screaming like hell ; Bet most of the Sec2's gonna complain 3E* ! It was a tough tough paper! Cause i spend my time revising on history and not h.e :X ! Flunked this paper for sure !

Went Training , Took photo's ; Thanks HeeLin'Lesbo for something ! & have loads of fun today !

Yeah , My awesome friends / gans ;
now , fuck off from my life ;
Enough of your acts ;
I thought you would believe me ,
but , instead you betrayed me ;
Haha , What a fool i was ;
To get in your trap ,
i never ever believe you ever again ;
Jerks , B(i)tch (:
You taught me to be like that ,
i shall ; Try me ,
I treat you like how you treat me ;
once i lose trust in your ,
dont ever expect to gain it back ;

I HATE YOU _l_

2010-08-14T07:24:00.001-07:00

I'm BORED :O

k , byeeeee :)

2010-08-13T04:12:00.000-07:00

Back to blogger:>

13/08/10 ;
So much happen today , i dont want to think neither should i want to remember , but , few years later , i be reading my blog , laughing at my past ; So i shall decide to post :>

13th , Friday ; H.E , bake cookies <3> Most people like it yeah ! :) & damn xingwei , dunwan give me one cookie ; So english period , Vivian & I pick on him ; Until he go bersek :P ! & we complain that time , he say " AHYA TEACHER , LET ME STAND LAA , I DUNWAN SIT HERE LAA!" Laugh like hell ! Shall not talk about math's ;

After school , went koufu eat ; Then cp ; Arcade , but got gan ._. so went to farrer park ; There also gan ; So they eat already , went up again , this time , nobody stop us :) ! Kenghak Sponsor me basketball :) ! (Y) ! Shall not elaborate what happen there ;

K , Byeee :)

You're still the same ;

080810 !

2010-08-08T20:20:00.000-07:00

Never ever joke with love , cause in the end it's love who joke you back ;

080810 ! :>

Celebrated TeckMing birthday in advance ; Meet Nicxon , Nicklaus ,Kenghak , Harry at compass arcade ; They wasted alot of time on wangan ! Took bus to white sand , bought the cake (Above) then walk to pasirrispark ! while walking , i was complaining ! FMLFMLFML ! under that stupid hot sun , somemore walk so long ! Reached there , find teckming , weiting , kevin ; Rented 4 double person bike ; Weiting & Harry , Nicklaus & Kenghak , Kevin& Teckming ; Me& Nicxon ; Then we all went to the so called ' staircase ' to celebrate his birthday ; I swear its VERYVERYVERY SIAN!

Then continue our journey ; All went seperate ways ; Nicxon was cycling most of the time , while i enjoying the scenery :> ! Then saw Harry & weiting ; She told me her awesome experience with harry !!! HAHAHAA ! Went to beach , take photo's , walk along the beach ; Going that time , Nicklaus & Kevin come find us ; Then went to the park etc ; Played then take bus to white sand ; Play true or dare on the way :> Weiting damn pathetic ; Reached White sand ; Went Zone-X / X-Zone ; (forget whichcome first :X) They play wangan again ; Then compete basketball with Nicxon,Nicklaus,Weiting ; First round i leading , then nicklaus and nicxon chased up !! So Nicklaus got 300++ :@ ! Took 88 with this 3 peeps ; The journey home was seriously long , thinking of things , but still cant figure out what i'm thinking ;

I enjoyed 080810 :> !

Awesome day !

2010-08-06T05:10:00.000-07:00

Life is a game , Love is a maze ;
Awesome day ! Reached school , take attendance , then started to fold hearts; Went to see the parade thingy ; Clarence was singing the national anthem damn loud ! Can't stop laughing laa ._. ! Then went hall , boring ; Listen to them give speech ; Only ending , then i like :> Sometimes , i wonder , if i like peihwa not ;

After that , went home ; Bathe , changed went amk hub ; ! Wanted to catch a movie , but the queue was damnnnnn long ! So went arcade ; As usual , Nicxon & Kevin started playing max. midnight tune ; Got bored , so play basketball :> ! One guy sibeh zai ! Then went to take neo-prints ! damn unglam laa , pose already , then kevin and nicxon make me laugh ! Inside the booth for around 30 minutes ; Went around , decide to go compass ; but , went to hg mall instead ;

Reached hougang mall ; Nicxon and kevin went play max. midnight tune ! Got bored , so went out ; Mood-swing ; Then Kevin like me and weiting father , teach us what to do with the car thingy , another game , looks more difficult then max.midnight tune ; Played & LOST :
i love today :> 060810 !

Be truthful ;

2010-08-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

Though , it's the past , but the scar remains ;

Well , school was totally awesome for me :) ! Complete science retest in5 minutes ; H.E all ask answer around ; Training , I think i gone mad ; I turn so hyper ! & i started singing & dancing ;! Linna join me ! Follow by yimin ! Sweet alright ?! Yimin superduperuber ultra cute :> The only thing was that , i'm seriously blinded by your lies ; I believe you like fucking long , yet , this is how you treat me ; Disappointed , Angry ;

P/S: Nowdays , my post will be type in paragraph , cause i need to train to leave paragraph :X

I'm unhappy ; Finally , i get if off my chest ; Faking a smile ? Trying hard not to cry ; Pick myself up frm where i fall , and say i'm okay when i'm not ; Continue running , when i can't tahan ; This is seriously misery ; FML , but who doesnt want to ?

Paper/Plastic Roses;

2010-08-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

Melt my Metal heart ; Warm my Plastic heart; Love me ;
What a funny , sarcastic world ; You can just lied without thinking of other consequences; You can just cheat other's feelings ; Liar's biggest motive ; Either a while lie , to help others; Or just want other's to suffer ; I dont understand what you do this , but perhaps that's the end ; I guess ;

&& fyi : I did not fall down on 030810 when i saw a floorball stick ; I tripped ; So STOP imitating me laa ! Stop bombing ! & laugh whatever you want now ; As if no one's never ever fell before -.- !

Broken Promises;

2010-08-03T05:01:00.000-07:00

It's the care you gave me warm my heart ;

Stop giving me this kind of sarcastic remarks already ; Fuck you alright ? You been messing up my whole life this year ; So what if she like you or what fuck ? You think you shuai , dua ?! He rocks more then you ; Want to copy me ? Parrot uh?! I'm seriously fucked up with you already ; How long do you intend to make fun of me ? , I tolerate , tolerate , I'm not your toy ; From now on , i shall do what you do to me ;

I FUCKING HATE YOU !

Imperfect;

2010-08-02T04:12:00.000-07:00

Everyone have their weak point , but to me every part of me , everything about me seems imperfect ;

Who are me to you ? A question i often ask myself ; A friend ? A close friend ? Or an enemy ? ; Am i really that bad ? I know i'm ugly , stupid , dumb ; But i'm a human like you , have my feelings too ; I need a break , i have emotions !

Secondly ; I heard your conversation with him too ; You just reply him with a 'CHOY' ; Whatever already -.- ; You are the one who gave this answer , i have nothing to say; You didnt treat me like how i treat you ; Fucktard; You're just nothing but a jerk ;

The scar remains;

2010-08-01T03:58:00.001-07:00

The scar may be gone , but the memories of how the scar came about will always be there ; There will always be a scar of the memory in my heart;

Everyone is unique in their own ways ; You have your's , I have mine ; Everyone hope's their wish will come true ; People wish when they saw a wishing star , but does shooting star's make wishes come true ?! Everyone have their own belief , each have each thinkings ; I have wishes , i have my thinkings ; I'm not one who can just take everything ; I'm a human , a ordinary person like you ; I do not wish for when i wake up , i become pretty / when i wake up with money's beside me ; I only wish for ' someone to ask me how's my day / I only wish my life would be like an ordinary person' ; When those kid's are at the age of 8 , they're playing like what an ordinary kid would do ; But i'm doing what a housewife do ; Cook , Tidy , Wash ; I know , i shouldnt be complaining , ranting because there are other's living in other country , they dont even have a chance to live to 8 ; Yet , I'm 13 turning 14 ;

Wishes may come true , dreams may come true ; Nothing is impossible ; Including love;

Am i or am i not ? I'm confused ;

2010-07-31T04:58:00.000-07:00

Firstly - What is jealous ?
When you saw the person you love with another person which is the same sex as you , thats jealous ? No , jealous is a feeling which is indescribable ; Different people have different opinion ; For me , Jealous is just a word to describe my life ; People say 'Jealousy kill ' but do they mean it ? Will they die of jealousy ?! That's just craps ; Bullshit , Jealous is just a emotion , everyone will feel jealous ; Jealous of siblings , the one you love ; When you're jealous , the only thing you will really feel , sad / disappointed instead of angry ; IF you're angry , thats not jealous ; That's only a feeling of what you want , but if you're jealous ,
your emotion should be : WHY?!WHY?!WHY!?WHYYYYY !!!! ?!?! Instead of : " fuck you laa " Thinking of how to cure your jealousy ? Tell the one who make you jealous , "I;m jealous ?!" NO! You should be strong , overcome it , say i believe in myself , and you ; Even if you;re jealous , who will care? I know you may think what i'm writing is bullshit , but whatever , i'm who i am , i dont need change myself to satisfy you ; IF you need someone to satisfy you , I'm sorry , find another ass , or perhaps find one food / buy one pet to satisfy you ; & ya , i'm green ;

Bugis today with weiting ;
Bought two similar shorts within 1 minutes !
Fall in love with them laa !
Chio ttm !

FML ;

2010-07-30T01:36:00.000-07:00

I'm disappointed in myself D:

Got back my maths and i got myself 18/25 ! I didnt expect myself to have all this stupid careless mistake ! If i didnt have those careless mistake , i would have got 22/25 !

Secondly ; FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFFUCKFUCKFUCKFFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK ;

Whatever kid's ;
I'm seriously fucked up with that particular SEC1's ! Who do you think you are ?! You think you dua uh ?! Throw ball's at seniors ?! I saw that i also angry ; She push you away , because you play rough first ; she pushed you , you angry ; Whatthefuck you want ?!

DONE ranting ! :> Happy-go-lucky :) Shall concentrate on studies now ! HAHAHAS !

2010-07-23T04:56:00.001-07:00

I want to watch this two movie's badly yeah ?!
I swear i will go and catch it :>

Tell me ;

2010-07-21T01:28:00.000-07:00

Bored ttm :O

Racial Harmony Day today :>
First time see peihwa so united :>
& i really laugh like mad,
today :>
Thanks XingWei , WeiTing , Nicxon , ShaoRong , Eric , Kevin ;

2010-07-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

Was Wondering ,
why i become so close with my class people last year;

This year drift alot ;
Last year ,
quarrels,
attitude problems ;
but still very close ;

Now ;
All drift like kns !

Hais;
I miss those times D:

2010-07-11T01:28:00.000-07:00

I wanted you

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you;

Promise in the dark

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

Listen

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don't think I forgot
Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

So don't promise me
So don't promise me

2010-07-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hey ,
i'm back to posting :>

Went the carnival today ;
First round lost ;
cause i didnt defend properly ,
and let them scold at the last 30 seconds ;
1-0

Second Round :
Draw ;
2-2 ;

Third Round ;
Lost by 2 '

AFter that walk to Christ church;
Run up the 'hill' with bestfriend(Y) :>
Reach there ;
Saw sec1's ;
Girls lost ;
Boys at least got 5th/6th/7th

They play damn rough lorh -.=
LOLS;
Went back ;
7-11 .
Cup noodle at void deck ;
Slack at bus interchange ;
Fabian & Weiting went my house ;
Went hg point slack till 7pm ,
with eunice, edmund ,weiting , fabian :>
Bought 4 horror movies :>
(Y) waiting to watch those movies tgt :>

2010-07-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hey!
I;m back to posting :>

Shall post about today then :>

Recess ;
Sec1's fought ;
E4's so dee-siao -.-
Keep say fight more , fight more ?!
LOLS; ._.

After school ;
Went koufu ;
Fucked up sia;
Sweejian , Nicholas & Nicklaus ;
freaking horny ;
Especially Nicklaus ;
Keep tempting Harry !

Went weiting house ;
play , talk , slack ;
Play true or dare :)
freakinggg funny (L)
& i make nicxon angry ;
very scary sia ;
obviously he's angry ,
but he say he's not angry -.- !

On the way home ;
Saw natalie :>

2010-07-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

I'm back to posting :> !

Whatever , whatever , whatever :>
Random enough !

Shimin 166cm sia !
I 165cm eh ! :<

Vivian's,

I agree that we drift alotalotalot ; During the june holidays ; Occasionally we xl,gl each other; But it's stil part of the memories :>
No matter what happen ;
I'll be there for you ;
Always we act as if we don;t care;
But i know you care for me :>
we have to look things with positive mindset ;
So , dont worry ;
You have us,
Standard People (L)
We rocks ttm :>
& thanks for your post :>

2010-07-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

Fucking dulan;
i swear this gonna be a vulgar post ;

Fuck sial ,
because of you ,
the whole class arrangment become like that ;
happy not ?
ccb sia,
you think you who ,
change the arrangment yourself ?
at least ask others right ?
Say i say you to clarence & nicklaus neo ?
you ask them first ;
dont talk cock with me ;
I only ask clarence why he so dulan ;
i ask nicklaus why he so angry ;
Why dont you tell me what i tell them laa ;
ccb , you dun anyhow point finger ;
kp , show me the evidence then ;
& u say u dun deserve it ,
you fucking deserve laa hor ;
u make until our class all quarrel ;
if you never change travis ;
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN;
everyone happy-go-lucky already;

ask you to change with me ;
since u knw the whole group 4 dont like you ;
yet u insist on not changing ;
fuck laa ;
show me attitude ;
kp;
you say sorry ;
kns ,
because of you whole class like that ;
sorry can cure ?
you fucking ask things at wrong time ;
sorry got cure uh ;
ccb ,
xialan with me somemore;
show me attitude;
fuck sial ;

You ask E4's people ;
morethen 3/4 hate u;
dont waste my time laa hor

2010-07-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

Basketball rocks :D

I'm ohso random :>
Class was so-so :)
& don't ever play till so serious ,
with me ;

2010-06-30T04:26:00.000-07:00

Reach home @ 5.50 today :> !

Went CDAC to do project ;
At least did something to show Mr.Tan ;
Changed skin :D !